In some divine way, it is perhaps no coincidence that, as I
sit down to write my two-hundredth blog in two-hundred days, my college friend,
Norb Vonnegut, is releasing his third novel, The Trust. To the average observer, it may seem that a
guy whose family name is associated with prolific and imaginative writing
should be able to pump out books in his sleep.
But to those of us who know the truth--that the namesake is a distant
one and that Norb gave up a successful career on Wall Street for the
unglamorous and lonely life of a full-time novelist—we are cheering his
success. In fact, the three exciting
financial thrillers that Norb has produced so far come from a big heart, a
great mind, and endless hours of hard work.
It is the kind of success that we ordinary people hope for. It makes us believe that even we can do it.
Norb does not realize how much his journey inspired my
own. He stood up at our last class reunion
and told the story of his mid-life career change. For over a year, he got up early every
morning in order to write, layering this difficult task on top of a challenging
career in a volatile industry. His
commitment paid off when he inked his first book deal just as Wall Street was
beginning to crumble.
Like many people, I enjoy writing and have had a couple of
ideas for novels bouncing around in the back of my head for years. And, not surprisingly, I have not been able
to make much more out of these ideas than a few isolated narratives. Writing is hard work, but not for the reason
most people think. The words come easy
enough. As Norb emphasized, the
discipline to write EVERY SINGLE DAY is what trips up most wannabe
writers. This is why I decided to focus
on this challenge of the craft rather than on the books themselves. After the first 120 days of producing daily
blogs, I began to writhe with uncertainty and exasperation. I was tired, discouraged, and creatively
bankrupt. Then I remembered what Thomas
Edison said: “Many of life’s failures are [people] who did not realize how
close they were to success when they gave up.”
I am committed to making good on this promise. This is why I pushed myself out on a limb and
committed myself in full view, threatening myself with the specter of public
humiliation.
This 200-blog milestone feels more important to me than the
half-way point a few weeks ago. Finally
the task ahead feels smaller than the one behind. I see a mountain of unscripted days shrinking
before my eyes. What remains seems
finite. This is a good place to be on
the hottest day of the summer, with an exciting new book tempting me on my
Kindle.
Before I bury myself for the rest of the day in the exploits
of Grove O’Rourke, I want to pause to thank the friends who have stood by and
cheered me on. You are my
co-conspirators, enduring the silly sonnets, tasting the recipes, and excusing
the days when my editing was not as thorough as it should have been. You, the readers, give me the strength to
write another day. Without you, I would
have no voice.
Author’s note: Read The Trust, by Norb Vonnegut, at
bookstores today. After you have read
it, go online at Amazon or Barnes and Noble and register your review. We are working to get Norb on the New York
Times Bestsellers’ List.
Tomorrow's blog: Once Upon a Bakery
Tomorrow's blog: Once Upon a Bakery
Keep writing, Ellen!
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